almost a whole year i'm not post any journal entry!!! yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa
so this is what i doing recently:
- been start a career training as 8 grade teacher since February (i teach social studies BTW)
- start my research for bachelor degree (it's about classroom action research, and it's frustrating )

because i have to focus on my college, i have to gave up my hobby. i packed all my sculpting stuff, and fill my table with books and any education related stuff. i feel like lost something honestly, but that's the risk; hobby is a distraction if you living with different achievement, the ones is follow your passion, and the other ones is being respect for your parent that always have a plan for your life, no matter how much you disagree. i believe my parent always choose the best for my life, so i follow their plan: shape me as a scholar, and work as a teacher, or perhaps, a college lecturer. it's obviously contrast with my passion to work on creative industry.

however, i have a sight that everything is connected. one day, i can work as an artist and also as a social studies teacher. one day...