almost a whole year i'm not post any journal entry!!! yeaaaaaaaaaaaaa
so this is what i doing recently:
- been start a career training as 8 grade teacher since February (i teach social studies BTW)
- start my thesis for bachelor degree (it's about classroom action research, and it's frustrating
because I have to focus on my college, I have to gave up my hobby. I packed all my sculpting stuff, and fill my table with books and any education related stuff. I feel like lost something, honestly, but that's the risk; hobby is a distraction if you living with different achievement, the ones is follow your passion, and the other ones is being respect for your parent that always have a plan for your life, no matter how much you disagree. I believe my parent always choose the best for my life, so I follow their plan: shape me as a scholar, and work as a teacher, or perhaps, a college lecturer. it's obviously contrast with my passion to work on creative industry.
however, I have a sight that everything is connected. one day, I can work as an artist and also as a social studies teacher. one day...